2018.05.15

Was home sick today.  Even so, I couldn't really get back to sleep.  I drove into downtown.  I cleaned up my apartment and rearranged the furniture.  I got some recording done and got some writing done.  Nausea is still around.  I put on Pet Semetary and hopefully I can get to bed on time.  I'm finding the best way to get over being afraid or reluctant to do something is to do it anyways.  Sometimes that's an effort of great will, but how do you explain that to someone?  How do you quantify willpower?  That's a curious concept, but not one I think we could literally do.   I suppose if the feeling of determination released certain chemicals in the brain you could measure quantities of that but it's not the same.

I got some streaming done today, second day and for the first time in weeks.  I know what I'm going to do with the footage, so hopefully I can share that soon.  I'm streaming Soma, and I'm thinking I should have a set stream time every week.  I don't know how many times a week.  I think I can stream whenever so long as I have a set time every week.  6pm on Sundays maybe?  I'm unsure.

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